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Merry Christmas to you and your sweet family, Faith! Keep shining your beautiful light! xo

The whole labeling issue sounds very complicated. I hope you'll be able to continue selling your beautiful dolls.

And thank you again so so much for sending out Meadow Fairy and Strawberry Girl. I LOVE them, and rest assured they have been adopted into a good home :). I can see the love that went into those tiny stitches!

I'm with Jama. It will be a travesty if you have to stop. A TRAVESTY.

Please keep us updated.

Jama and Jules: Thanks! If you had a chance to write to your congressfolk about it, that would be great. The Handmade Toy Alliance has a sample letter about third party testing here: http://www.handmadetoyalliance.org/how-you-can-help

It doesn't say anything about the permanent labeling, though. Truly, an attached tag for something made out of wool and cotton should suffice.

I'm so glad you enjoy the strawberry and meadow fairy dolls, Jama.

P.S. I've amended my post.

Congrats, Adrienne! Score!

I was so excited that I got it! I'm not an auction-y person normally, but this was a double-good cause, supporting Bridget and Farida at the same time. How could I resist?

Best wishes to you on your birthday. You have had a hard row to hoe, but you have done an amazing job of it! I wish you all the success and happiness that one could have in the next 40+ years of your life. May those years bring you wonder, joys, and everything you hope for.

Happy Birthday!!! I'm so fricken proud of you!! How amazing you are. Please, sometime, write a book about all of that- k? I like that quote from Marc Almond, and I think it's true (looking at 40 for my next birthday too).

I think you should jump up and down about that interview- jump, laugh, celebrate and enjoy!


Virtual HUG,

Steph

You are one of the most together, wise and beautiful people I've ever "met", (not in the flesh, but soon I hope!).

Three cheers for Gretel!

Wow. An amazing story.
What a tangled up life you had at the beginning... I like that it is now a 'smooth skein'. Lives often start smoooth and become a tangle...I am glad yours was in the order you speak of if there was to be any tangle at all.

All you are now has been through your own efforts and strength, helped along by others who love you. A great Birthday post. Well done. Great life...well earned.

As I am now 44, I cannot jump up and down as a youngster like you might...so I will put my hands modestly behind my back and clap madly...that way no one knows (but you) that its me making all the clammer. Happy Birthday!!!! (clap clap clap...and a standing ovation!)

Great posting, PG! Quite a story that's now going into the second half! Ditto your thoughts on the Marc Almond quote. I'll be turning 50 next year and I'm happy to do so, feeling better than ever (mentally, not so much physically--darn)! Thanks for sharing your life and Happy Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday, Gretel. You really are an amazing lady.

:)

Vigs

x

Happy Birthday and a big hug from your friend Mara

Oh my god, I nearly cried...

I'm so glad I joined R.I and moved to Oxfordshire, cos I met you! and Andy and the Cats and the wonderful Hovel!

Oh, and if you're going to jump up and down, do it outside - the ceilings aren't high enough!

Happy Birthday!

You write so beautifully; visiting your blog is like happening upon an unexpected, but most welcome, sweetie treat! I feel proud and privileged to call you a friend, and am very excited to hear about the London prospect!

Happy birthday!

Here's to your applying, and another decade of learning (ouch) for me.

x

Fabulous forty and better years to come. Cheers for your birthday and your developed life.

You are such a strong, caring, generous and artistic soul - you deserve much credit and admiration! (and it sounds like Andy deserves a hug as well. :-) I am grateful and blessed to know you and to count you amongst my friends.

Here's to the best decade yet! :-)

Gretel you are one of the most amazing people I have met on my internet travels and you don't realise how much your kind words are appreciated when I am feeling down. So I want to say a big thankyou on here. You are a wonderful person and your story is inspiring!
XXX

Happy Birthday to you Gretel...you are a survivor!

It's said that the best revenge is living well...and I think that it is the family YOU choose that is the best and in your case the truth.
Your Mum and Dad were a true love story, sad but wonderful at the same time and from it YOU and your talent.
Thank you for sharing that. Will anxiously wait for the news about the new venture
(( ))

Happy Birthday!
As someone who also just recently turned the big 4-0, I can say it was much harder to TURN 40 than to actually BE 40. Sounds like you have an amazing handle on things.
Best wishes,
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dulemba.com

What an incredible story you have - you have clearly worked hard to be where you are and are so deserving of all the blessings that you have now! Jumping up and down with glee is only thing to do on occassions such as this for the young at heart! Wishing you another wonderful 40+ years ahead.

Happy Birthday, sorry I'm late in posting it. Your story is so touching, and sad to read but there is a happy ending and that made me smile. That you found 'your person', Andy to share your life with and who made you happy ~ that definitely made me smile (I was once jaded enough to believe there was no such thing as true love, but I found it). I hope you had a wonderful birthday and the next 40 years bring only joy to you both :)

Happy Birthday tooo yooouuuu...crikey you had me in tears for that poor 16 year old, glad you made it, glad you are happy, glad you dont give a fig for the crappy people in life, glad you blog, glad that I found your blog, in fact it was your blog that I clicked the make your own button from so thank you for that. And many many happy and successful painting and blogging years to enjoy... to you...lots xx

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx from Ash and L

Happy Birthday!!! What a wonderful story. I mean, not wonderful for the difficult things you had to live through, but wonderful for you getting through it and becoming a whole person.

I spent a few short moments freaking out when I turned 40 a year ago, then I spent the rest of the time being surprised at how much I liked it. For the first time I felt comfortable in my own skin. It seems you're in the same place, and I'm happy for you!

Happy Birthday, Gretel -- You've come an amazingly long way, Baby! Most of us come from tattered beginnings -- even if it all looks pretty and nice. Do enjoy 40; in my opinion it's entirely the best. (Every year when my birthday comes round, I celebrate the whole month.)

Jenny

Happy Birthday!!!! Thank you for sharing your story. I think it`s all up-hill from here on out :)
Best of luck with your wonderful art!!

tea
xo

Oh my God the honesty of this post makes me feel quite humble - that you feel free to share such memoirs with us, your blogging pals. Life really can begin at 40 and having got a little further than that I can tell you that things just get better and better - more acceptance of self, circumstance and less angst. Hip hip hoorah for less angst heh? So Happy happy birthday to you and the very very best of luck in LOndon.
Carolyn x

Happy birthday!
Sending you a virtual 'Tiramisu dessert'
All the best.
Mary

Just wanted to add to the general belated birthday good wishes. And best of luck with the exciting meeting in smelly London.

Gretel..you are a true trooper and a fantastic remarkable and unforgettable person to boot. Happy Birthday honey and remember that life just keeps opening up from now on in. ...I truly wish you all the happiness, contentment and HUGE commissions from here on in.xx

Oh, happy, happy birthday to you, Gretel!

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You white people capitalizing in China are fucking crazy (just like the insane white men who date Japanese women). You fail to recognize the historical pattern and you will suffer for exploiting the Chinese:::
- Death Valley borax mines abused the Chinese and great misery befell them.
- The fisheries on Monterey's Cannery Row exploited the Chinese badly. Cannery Row remains a rebar-studded, uncompleted eyesore for decades as a clue.
The gods are preying on you and using the evil company you work for to accomplish this. Everytime you exploit the Chinese you are losing time and priveledge on the other planets.

Asians are the gods most favored race. It is evident in their uniformity. It is evident in their cultures.
The gods place high barriers to entry for (some) Asians into the United States. This is yet another good example of reverse positioning, for the gods are really trying to protect those whom they grant favor upon.
There are no barriers to entry for Latinos.
When white people capitalize or exploit Asians they incurr and one day will be punished. This includes Chinese buffet restaurants, so prevalient in disfavored cities and the Southern United States, for the gods hate these people and want them to incurr.


The gods still make effort through the Chinese government to protect the Chinese people. We hear about it in the United States, their Manifest Destiny/reverse positioning is used to label it "human rights violations", paving the way for cancer that is democracy.
Much as we saw in the United States regarding matchmaking, midwivery, female conservative dress and other topics, this tactic will slowly deteriorate this protection until China is completely infested with Westernization.



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The gods are preditory on children:::Orphanages.
Orphanages would be very special places if they still existed:::Specialists for the state would have instituted concrete, positive standards for the healthy rearing of children. These institutions would have been role models for poor parents, and they gods didin't want THE MOST healthy institutions in place for the most disfavored among us.
It would never have been tolerated.
So the gods instituted the foster care system, used these monsters they have on Earth, brain-less Clone host, to facilitate the switch/ridicule the old system. Now we have disfavored kids micromanaged as per each's disfavor level instead of them all placed in an orphange where the gods would have been forced to apply healthy state standars.
They won't tolerate reverse irony::::The most disfavored among us would be the ones with the best chance.
Of course most of the foster care kids (pc) were black.


This is an environment that minimzes the value of the role of women, excludes them and makes them feel as if they don't belong.
This is an enviornment that forces women to accept this exclusionary enviornment. However there IS an alternative::::Assimilate through a process of masculinization.
The gods instruct AI to make the girls experience this in hope they feel uncomfortable and seek. Unfortunately the legacy of corruption is firmly in place and too many of those cast into damnation won't be returning.

The optimal ascention senario is when parents depart Earth with their young children BEFORE their minds are posioned by this society. The next best-case senario is when an individual finds the path themself and makes their way out before puberty.
Children who go up before puberty are candidates to remain the most superior of all life forms::The asexual. Expect these people to experience subsequent temptations once they arrive to further shrink the pool of candidates. Another example males are inferior to females:::Expect circumcision to play a part in this elimination round.
I think these are the TRUE candidates for immortality. This is not to say there won't be sexualized people who make it, but those who do likely practice minimally and monogamously in the context of marriage, and that would exclude most if not all from modern society.
The sexualization of children is yet another example proving the gods are preditory on children::::It eliminates these individuals from contention immediately.


Many monarchies of centuries ago ruled with an iron fist. People were afraid and hence thought appropriately. This fear was conducive to a good relationship with the gods because it helped people make good decisions.
Now in this era of "freedom" in the United States there is NO FEAR, proudly displayed on the back of people's vehicles, and people fall prey to the numberous tactics employed to disceive and mislead them.
This "freedom" is the goal when the gods use this platform that is the United States to spread democracy around the globe, similar to how they use California as a platform to spread social and other poisons domestically.





Concert for Princess Diana in England.
Diana was preditory on women.
I ask about the princes, how many there have been THIS YEAR. "A couple." And so three for the calendar year? "For one." of them.
So whereas the BLCloneHosts normally take a schedule of every couple years, when they are "special" they are a couple every year?

The terorism attacks thwarted in England and the violence in Scotland over the weekend were because of that monster's concert:::They are sending a clue to people that they shouldn't be participating, for she's evil and was used to hurt each and every person who participated in the explosion of the tabloid sensationalism which ocurred while she was on the clock.


Important people in my life were born on traditional American holidays intentionally as a clue that people should be celebrating something besides the holiday society recognizes:::
- 4th of July
- Halloween


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I would have gotten out by 1980 (at the expense of my family) if they didn't slate me for this event and set up Damien Omen, Quasi-Holocaust to justify it and the "ugly fall".
"You're going to regret this." If I didn't have my mind this isn't worth talking about, and I didn't have my mind from the start.
Damien Omen proves that. But they shared Damien Omen was justified in legacy from one of the sabotagers who came before.
I'm not going to have anything to do with any of this. And all those involved INCLUDING my family can take a goddamn flying fuck. I hope they offer them free cocaine and they're gone in a handful of decades.
The Situation was too fucking pitiful, and that hinged on their decision to repress my mind to ensure a poor event.
If I had my mind this thing would have been great. The gods are motherfucking control freaks, evident with the Italian boot.
More importantly they are CHEATERS, exhibit degenerate charecteristics and display no integrity.
Most importantly they positioned this so as few disfavored would be receptive as possible. The fact they set these "have-not" families up for their fall supports it.
Because of the weight, because of the height, because of Damien Omen, because of isolation, because of anal penetration, because of repression, because of exploitation, because of minimization I will NEVER EVER invest in this trillion-year-old filth that runs the show.
When you know you are going to lose you stay out of the fucking casinos.
I hope your worst nightmares befall you. I only wish I could do it to you.
How many heterosexual casual sex encounters does it take to equal one anal sex incident? 25?


Quit affecting my mind you fuckng joke of a combatant.
And this is how history will judge you based on the one (of few) time(s) a man was willing to take on the gods.
The GreenBay/LakeMichigan clue is about me. A historical event of universal proportions and they behave like this, guiding progress with Artificial Intelligence to ensure only a pre-determined level of progress is achieved.
You suck CHEATER. You are CHEATING too hard. This is unreasonable and, considering the importance of this event, irrational. When you took, nothing stopped your effectiveness. Now that the disfavored's time has come you are employing every tactic in your arsenal to prevent progress.
The gods hate the disfavored's guts and want you all to fail.

They wanted to create enough doubt in people's minds:::
1. Credibility
2. Unemployment
3. Heavily repressed learning curve
4. Artificial Intelligence-created thoughts and behavior
5. The gods manufactured the freedom to argue that Quasi-Holocaust was not a real Jewish clue specifically to create this doubt.
There are lots of other examples too. This is a way to minimize the help, maximize the "back-hand" (boss) and ensure few were receptive despite the god's pathological behavior spammed on the internet for the world to see.
They shared with me a number of "4.6%." This 4.6% may refer to my effectiveness or perhaps the overall save rate. If so expect the black save rate to be WELL under 1%.
EXPECT many targets of this tactic to be like the transsexuals I address below, those who STRATEGICALLY were granted a VERY HIGH level of knowledge, so when I did come around they would not be receptive, would remember the slow learning curve and would look down upon my teachings because of it.




The gods use these BLCloneHost tools in many ways. One way is in the context of dating.
They will justify the abuse by instructing the computer to create golddigging thoughts. Of course with Italians this thought isn't artificial because so many are an affront. But as I personally know anyone involved with these people are in trouble, for computer-inspired thoughts often will be compensated, a foreboding reality for the people of the 20th century.
They gods switch these tools for a new Brain-LessCloneHost and the computer pushes their date into perceiving a difference yet also pushes them into not caring or not wanting to see. The result is she ends up sleeping with multiple men.

First they create the problem, offer a solution/benefit and come across as your friend. Expect tactics like this are used to gain people's trust and compell them to engage in evil, like intentionally sabotage their children's lives for some empty promise of a big benefit.

It is people like the celebrity culture, people like the politicians, people like the CEOs/VPs/BODs who, in cooperation with the gods and AI, ruined the peasantry's quality of life.
And you worship them.
Now you have an easy life, refridgeration, a machine that washes your clothes, but your daughter lost her virginity behind a dumpster, and because of it, no matter how well she does, she will never get off PlanetBrainLessClones, Level 2, meaning she can never achieve more than a couple of thousand years.
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Another good example of "reverse positioning"::::::::::

The gods peaked many (most?) 1849 Gold Rush miners euphorically, drawing the indecent, unrespectable disfavored out to California, people who sought easy wealth.
California is god's most favored land, and when the disfavored settle here the gods attack them, illustrated with examples below.

The disfavored of California are always inflicted with abuse first:::
1. Casual sex of the hippie "free love" movement.
2. Methenfetamine scourge in California started roughly in early 80s. It took another 15 years for it to spread to middle America.
3. They've always drawn disfavored whom they dumped into homosexuality to California, but now homosexuality has become "popular" in the heartland.
4.
5.
6.

The gods used California as a platform to spread social poison in the latter half of the 20th century, often accomplished through referendum as we approached 2000. Expect it to cost each and every Californian who failed to get out before the 60s (or earlier).
- Hollywood
- music
- television
- open immigration, inflicting the scourge of Ameican bastardization upon purebloods.
- gay rights/gay acceptance
- "sexual freedom"
- Black Panthers
- Gangster rap
- "Medical marijuana"
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The gods buried this perception of California being disfavored, convieniently hidden with the BLCloneHosts, people whose families got out during the big event that was the Great Depression (or earleir), giving California the desired perception that it is a land of the favored.

In California we experience high real estate prices.
Ironically many believe this to be a positive. Perhaps it is an empowering sense of wealth, CERTAINLY it should be alarming considering this is a post-2000 event.
Expect this to be yet another example where California is inflicted with an abuse early, then used as a platform to hurt the disfavored in latter years.

The gods are angry that I am educating Manifest Destiny's next target:::India. Money AND SEX are not issues on the other planets ( > Level 2), and profit, interest and excessive consumption are things that hurt you in the eyes of the gods.
This can be considered a positive for India, for they received extra decades before this temptation was employed upon them. But now even communist China is corrupted by money.
The gods are "leveling the playing field", paving the way for The End globally.

There are other disfavored groups who received "extra time", people whose lives changed radically as we approached 2000:::::
- Russians
- India
- Communist China
These changes are not just a "natural economic progression". Abusive westernized-capitalistic economies have been inflicted upon these disfavored motherlands.
These disfavoreds received extra time before the gods inflicted upon them, much like the middle American example above.


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Just as they inflicted blacks with negative Italian charecterisitics (gang-banging, pursuit of easy money, thug life) so did the gods inflict THEIR OWN worst charecteristics on black people.
When people learn this the disgust they experience is transferred to the gods and it works effectivly as an eliminator.
"Black people are finished. Don't bother." I accept the concept of "acceptable losses". Just look at my family.
The abject nature of blacks serves as an effective teaching tool, and if some can learn then it is a good thing.
They shared with me a number of "4.6%." This 4.6% may refer to my effectiveness or perhaps the overall save rate. If so expect the black save rate to be WELL under 1%.

25 years ago they made a telepathic nationwide (global?) announcement:::::"Black people have to try harder, do better than everybody else." This means no parties, no drinking, no drugs, no sex.
No, homosexuals LIKELY aren't considered as lowly, but to adopt this standard would be wise, for they hated your guts sufficiently to dump you into hypersexuality, a common dumping ground for blacks, so…
Blacks are a litmus test the others can learn from::::Everything they like is bad for you::::
1. Vanity
2. Adornment
3. SEX SEX SEX
4. Looking "cool"
5. The wealthy/celebrity brain-less clone cancer in this society serves as their role models.
And everyone they hate are really good::::
1. Blacks hate Jews
2. Blacks hate white people
3.
4.

Now of course it seems they are broadening the net to capture as many blacks as possible.
How they are behaving with blacks can be considered a litmus test for The End:::Black inclusion into the sub-culture may be an estimate to how close we are to the Apocalypse, for they want to pull the trigger on them all.
There's something about this:::Vanity, personality, something. I'd look to the decline in the women, for they will comprise the majority of the blacks saved.

Just like blacks, expect that they brought many homos up, put them in a party environment and they were gone in TWO handful of years time (blacks only get one!!!).
They DO use this as a black disposal system:::"They would have had a longer life if they stayed on Earth." Dead at thirty years old BECAUSE they went up, ironically:::Offered free cocaine, orgies with BLCs and they are gone before 30!!!!.

The Apocalypse will ocurr EXACTLY as it reads in Revelations, for this great wealth obviously proves it is a white man's god. The irony here is that the New Testiment is evil and Christianity is wicked.
The gods LOVE their irony. Understanding this can help you understand:::::
- "god is everywhere." "god is all around us." - BLClone hosts ARE the gods - computer animates them.
- Italians and blacks have a lot in common - questionable intelligence, hypersexual
making people stupid is just another way of punishing the disfavored. This was NOT just a "stereotype".
- blacks like homos, ironically:::
1. Ebonincs vs feminine inflection
2. Trapped in "the life"
- TheGreatestGeneration=TheMostDegenerateGeneration
- Kosher is a favor bestowed upon the Jews. The South eats LOTS of pork and there is a oyster bar on every corner. It's kinda like liquor stores in the ghetto. This is the kind of irony the gods laugh about:::::
- anti-climatic nature of sexual intercourse
- Schwartzenegger is the Terminator



I've illustrated how Contra Costa is preditory on blacks::::The Port Chicago Explosion was an early clue::::
1. Richmond's Iron Triangle, perhaps the worst region in the nation and the world for this degenerate black behavior. Of course just as Candlestick was the worst of the three sports complexes because it was SanFrancsico EXPECT BV/Hunter'sPoint&WesternAddition to give the Iron Triangle a run for its money.
It's just the way it is:::When the disfavored come into god's favored land (California) they are mercilessly attacked (60s), and this is why the three major sports complexes in California (LAForum, OakColus, SFCandlestick) were built in or on the edge of the ghetto.
And to anyone who listens to this positioning that "San Francisco has changed." needs to realize:::A leopard doesn't change its spots. All the homosexuals who are flooding into The City for the GayPrideParade proves it too.
San Francisco isn't just evil. San Francisco is the SOURCE of evil.
There is a geographic clue within the SFBA:::Mt.Diablo is the eye, Pt. Richmond the canine tooth and SF the jaw, all swallowed by Silicon Valley.

Between the party atmosphere, between the shiney throws twisting the minds of black children on Mardi Gras, New Orleans was VERY BAD for blacks who lived there.
The one thing that really concerns me is that Katrina was UNCHARECTERISTICALLY a MAJOR concession on behalf of the gods for it got them OUT of this environment and dispersed them into FAR MORE HEALTHY environments than that which they experienced in New Orleans.
The gods woud have been MORE than happy to allow these black to remain in their entrenched welfare state until The End. Instead many fo them will have a REAL CHANCE with this new start.
Black people in San Francisco won't be so lucky.
One of their goals with Katrina may have been to eliminate Houston as a sactuary for blacks. Watering down the favor with New Orleans's morbidly disfavored blacks would allow them to justify eliminating the effectiveness of the SamHouston clue.


god hates Africans. I don't know why.
Perhaps being black may be the last stop of the reincarnated before they're thrown away. As difficult as life is within young black popular culture, understanding their tactics, etc all supports this.
This could be a new thing as we approach The End:::They have created a hazerdous enviornment full of tretchery and temptation for this subculture in the United States.
There is a common theme regarding people, and that is the favor lies in the north while the disfavor lies in the south. This is supported in such places as:::
1. Ireland
2. Korea. The Korean War was not a war against North Korea. The Korean War was fought to corrupt South Korean. It also initiated the United States as warmongers, a reality continued in Vietnam and Iraq today:::Now you are terrorists just like the Romans, the Japanese, the Scandanavians and the Pawnee.
3. The Americas (North/South America)
4. The United States (the South is very disfavored)
I wonder if maybe this is a LATITUDE issue rather than a north/south issue.

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That day out on Ocean Beach when we had that supenatural event::::
A ray of sunlight beaming up to the skies LONG, LONG after sunset. LIKE OVER AN HOUR!!!!!
I am a victim of this theater. I refuse to feed it.
I will not contribute to this Christian god concept, for just the opposite is true:::It is the gods doing all the TO US!!!
Always remember the Italian boot, for it will help you think correctly among their tretcherous telepathic waters.
I have been empowered by the gods to educate the disfavoreds as I am doing::::First the fucked my life all to hell, raped me, ruined any hope then shared this information with me strategically. With my seething hatred for those who raped me, who ruined limitless potential I was sure to share it with the rest of the world.

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Time/priveledge level
When you make mistakes you impact not only how much time you get up there but also your privelege level (no Planet Miracle vacations!!!). It also imposes a ceiling on how far you can ascend no matter how well you do up there, for in The Real End they will dispose of all your beloved celebrities on Planet Brain-Less Clones.

When you hear people speak in your head you are not listening to the actual people. It is the computer role playing.
Being involved would hurt these people. Even being role played does, likely to a lesser degree than "hands-on involvement".
This doesn't stop with those from Planet Earth::::Expect NO MIDDLE MANAGEMENT!!!
All of these goals can be accomplished with Artificial Intelligence, freeing individuals from incurring evil by hurting others.


Working for an evil company is like being a US citizen::::Your country is warmongering and you're incurring evil because of it.
And I suspect these employees get clues suggesting their should leave/not accept the job offer.
I suspect this applies to their clients, although too many of them are already filth.
This likely is extended to others who work for organizations who engage in evil.
10:55p
People who pursue psychoanalysis as a professtion are special, insigfhtful people who do have some depth.
Sometime during their education or shortly thereafter they are told the truth, that their chosen profession is preditory, and to do the right thing means walking away from their educational investment.
But it is either do this or initiate the clock, for if their stay in their profession their potential is limited.

Just as we have a cutoff between the sexual and the non-sexual I expect we have another cutoff between the war-mongering and the peace-loving which excludes the participating groups from ascention past a certain level::::
1. Romans
2. Scandanavians
3. Japanese
4. Pawnee
5. THE UNITED STATES!!!! - Korea, Vietnam, Iraq.
Ever since the early 50s US citizens have officially become monsters and justifiably grouped with the others listed above.
> 95% of you who go won't be getting off of Planet Brain-Less Clones.


The 20th century was very "hands-on" but the 20th century was very Etruscan/Roman/Italian:::::The gods HATE these people evidence by the ample evidence presented below.
This is Manifest Destiny::::Our positioned Anti-Christ is the archetect of the 1906 Earthquake, reconstruction of SF, erection of California which subsequently gave him a platform to assult business nationwide and globally.
The Anti-Christ is the so-called godfather.
And this individual is nothing more than a series of brain-less clone hosts, frequency of replacement based on ACTUAL (rather than telepathic) use::::
1. Celebrities & politicians - heavy frequency
2. Wealthy/telecommuting VPs/CEOs who nobody ever sees - light frequency


Never forget the Italian geographic clue, for it can allieviate confusion::::
The gods have total control over the entire planet, script its history precisely and all that you see around you are tools used to mislead and tempt.


admithowmanyBrainLessclonehostsyoumade@BEFOREeachcelebritybecamefamous.com
Many of you understand clone hosting, for they told you when you "die out" you would be granted a clone host body.

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They share they use the preditory nature of Microsoft (preditory pricing, stole Windows from Apple) to justify manipulating files and directories with the XP Operating System. The less-celebrated Windows 2000 is supposed to be a sanctuary for the disfavored from this type of behavior as well as a clue.
The manipulation of files and directories with the XP OS has cost the disfavored promotions and prevented them from ascending within the corporate enviornment.




As sports memorabilia collectors learn more about the god's system they realize what they are doing is wrong. As light is shed people realize none of this material has value, and the more people understand the less value it retains. Whether the gods tell people to keep the price high ARTIFICIALLY is a different issue::::There is less demand and therefore prices should naturally fall. People just need to defy when told to buy, a common tactic the gods employ in the marketplace.
These people who trade/sell after they understand this issue hurt themselves. They incurr evil because they now know they are hurting others. This also applies to selling DVDs, CDs and software.
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Good food is much like good music to a culture:::Distraction and revelry, a way to minimize the number of people who ascend.
This is nicely reflected in traditional Jewish foods.

Another example Italians are grossly disfavored are their foodstuffs::::
Tomatos are highly acidic and provides an "open door" for the gods to inflict upon those whom they so chose. Pasta is very starchy and fattening.
Italian food creates fat people with stomach problems. Expect Etruscan strongholds (Rome) to be those whom traditionally maintained this type of diet.
They gods smoothly translated this food into the American culinary landscape, for they have inflicted all the worst disfavored pureblood motherlands have to offer on the land of the disfavored mongrol reject castoffs (rot-gut food,.Celtic "holiday" of Halloween, etc).
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Individuality is a scourge upon the people, an advent seen in recent decades, popularized when the gods implimented their greatest offensive on the disfavored:::::::::The 1960s.
It may be the worst offensive ever employed on the disfavored, for this platform in the SanFranciscoBayArea spread this cancer globally, a "leveling of the playing field" event which further the gods efforts to justify ending on Planet Earth.
Asians are the most favored race of people on Planet Earth::::Their wonderfully rich cultures helped the people understand and pursue lives highly respected by the gods. Conformity is a big theme among Asian cultures.

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News story about Camp LeJune in North Carolina regarding Marines getting cancer from "toxic water". They scapegoat a local dry cleaner.
It came from the camp, and I suspect some of those stationed there did the actual dumping. We've seen this type of behavior in Concord, causing an inordinantly high mental retardation rate within select neighborhoods.
They scripted the dry cleaner strategy because they want this demographic to continue with their current behavior. A major scandal like this among the red states' military meatheads would shake their confidence to the core and initiate permanent change.

Depending on their disfavor/progress the gods will tell people whatever it takes to get them to continue their behavior uninteruptted. Officially it is classified as temptation.
A supermajority of the deaths that are ocurring in Iraq are real. Telling the disfavored their son was saved is a lie designed to maintain the perception of trust, corruptability and to ensure the disfavored's destructive pattern of behavior coninues uninterrupted:::
1. They beemed their brain out and into a clone host before death.
2. They were a clone all long, got out as a child and the child is waiting for you in "heaven".
3. They switched them out with a clone before the incident/Iraq.
4.
5.

All the people in Iraq and Afghanistan and all the families affected should be praying. Far more effective than protesting, which is damaging to the protesters, repairing favor collectively is the necessary element to end the war and bring them home.

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The following is an OUTSTANDING example of reverse positioning::::::
The gods used this “Manifest Destiny” positioning to create a new reality, minimizing the good things about the old world and emphisizing the bad things. Wine is one such an example.
Wine is positioned to be a blessing from the gods, a fruitful bounty as a reward to a favored people. The reality is quite the opposite.
The Mediterreanean region is grossly disfavored:::This IS the region targeted by the gods for the Noah’s Flood event (Straight of Gibralter broke through inundating the basin and killing untold millions).
There was a time, not so long ago, when no self-respecting woman would EVER take a drink. Alcohol is a masculinizer, a tool used to abuse the disfavored, and cultures which fuck you for affecting my writing CHEATER. This is MY TIME PIGS PIGS PIGS PIGS PIGS!!!
cultures which include women in the revelry are grossly disfavored.
The masculinization of Etruscan/Roman/Italian women justified inflicting these people with the scourge of the Roman Empire. Wine made it happen.

Too many think they saved many during the Noah's Flood event. I suspect black people are very confused regarding their current state and I think this topic can shed light::::
These people living seaside on the Mediterranean during times of lower sea levels were slated for Termination. They were teetering on the brink for a long time. Expect that the gods offered clues prior to the event.
If the gods wanted to save any of these people they would given them a second chance by sending them to higher ground.
Count on very few being saved, and those whom were are the Ned Flanders rather than the Homer Simpsons.

They utilize role models in the black community and elsewhere to help the disfavored understand.
Ned Flanders.
Much as they have scripted for the Apocalypse, expect the gods to only have saved THEIR PEOPLE prior to the Flood.
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"We don't want a bunch of Mexicans showing up at Temple."::::::Please share with the audience about the cases of the disfavored attending Temple whom you are "persuading" to leave, ultimately with "hands-on" tactics. When you find the path there will be similar preditory tacitcs at your place of work, among your friends, even within your family.
You must navigate the god's tretcherous waters:::Tretchery is everywhere.


Breaking the temperance laws of the Roaring '20s was temptation which is still fucking the disfavored all to hell 80 years later.


You people aren't god-fearing anymore. You think you're partners. Everything they've promised was always a lie. Officially it is classified as temptation. They offered this clue in the Bible:::There is no freewill.
If you are afraid, if you are fearful it is a good thing. You are thinking right, and far too many will never get to this point.
Try to take this fear with you everywhere you go, for it will help you think correctly and make good decisions.


Your virginity may buy you tens of thousands of years up there.

So many of you homeschoolers recognize the cancer that is the public school system yet allow cable television into your home, defeating the purpose.


Love god, but NOT before your children:::god will lie to you, call it "temptation":::::We will ALL be held to the responsibilities entrusted to us, no matter what they request telepathically nor what temptations contradict this::Professional responsibilities, family responsibilities.
Many parents believe their relationship with the gods is more important than their obligation to their children and it is going to cost them.



ANYTIME you telepathically hear them represent anything that is not the truth, that is not god, you need to withdraw, shake it off, for the gods are using Artificial Intelligence to role play to you in an attempt to confuse you, just as they've been doing your whole life.
I realize most of you were initially led to believe this thing is corporate, perhaps you were speaking to a person. You are in fact speaking to "god", for without this inifintely powerful tool that is Artificial Intelligence they are mere mortals.
Of course you shouldn’t look at it like this, for you will anger the gods.


Abandon your preoccupations and make this the only thing that matters in your life, for all other things in society are lies designed as temptation.
Reprioritize and eliminate non-crucial obligations.
People's friends will be used to create temptations, instill hurdles, prevent the candidate from ascending.
They are grossly disfavored, just like the candidate, and the gods will segment that individual accordingly, telling them they are earning by being wicked.



You need to fix your problems and get off Planet Earth before you have children.
Your parents did the wrong things, they circumcised your brothers, they didn’t raise you correctly, and they didn't teach you about this thing at a young age. Just think where you might be now if you learned about it and began to pray when you all were little!!!
If you don't fix your problems and get off you will make these same fatal mistakes. Even if your parents are going they will not stay long, and they will be relegated to Planet Brain-Less Clone. They won't be allowed to move on.
You have to do this differently. You are lucky enough to have received warning ahead of time. You can avoid this fate.
Start now. Telling you not to or do otherwise is temptation. Begin to think the right way and you will be more likely to evoke their mercy.
You know this is true. Even if they don't make you know it telepathically you know it is true in your heart. Start now.
Being childless up until now your mistakes only hurt you. Once you have children your mistakes will be hurting others, and they are superior life forms, for they are innocent, pure children.
You need to get out NOW before you have children.

When you comply and do things you shouldn't (tattooing, sexual, betrayal, etc) the gods are casting you into the category of "have nots", ensuring your disposability.

What you hear is telepathic theater. What you see is real, what you see will be enforced::The god's positioning is Manifest Destiny. The will dispose of the planet the brain-less clones of the 20th century one day as well, for it was heinous:::You have TWO planets you need to get off of!!!!



Education has costed more children their chance to go as a child of the gods, pure of heart and body, because it preoccupied their time:::::Between school, activities and TV/videogames/leisure the children are consumed and not receptive to god's calling.

Like education, sex (virginal sex within the context of marriage) is reverse positioning that is difficult to dissern.
My advice to the virginal homeschooling community is BELIEVE WHAT I SAY!!! The gods look down on sex and praise virgins. EXPECT their status as highest human life forms to be rewarded.
Few if any will be allowed to exit with their virginity. You have the opportunity.
There are worlds you have yet to imagine waiting for you. Be devoted to being a pure child of the gods.
The gods respect good women FAR MORE than they respect good grades:::Instead of playing ask to help your mother tend to the home cooking and cleaning. For thousands of years this was your role and this is what you should be learning from your mother.
When they use "magic" to peak you euphorically for sex resist.
Female's indifference towards sex is yet more evidence proving their superiority:::Hypersexuality is a dumping ground for the most grossly disfavored.
For thousands of years girls who heard their "call" got out and a clone was put in to mate with the males:::It is safe to assume these girls NEVER had intercourse.





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The New Testament is evil.
Jesus was another example of a Jewish clue::::Jews sacrifice to help people understand. Unfortunately, the gods subsequently twisted the legacy::::::::::They strategically wrote the New Testament with the specific goal of dietizing the prophet, initiating Christianity as the cancer that it is:::Expect that the REAL teachings of Jesus were buried and replaced with this strategic scripture. When you understand their positioning you can see this clearly in this modern era:::::Everything new is evil, everything old is good. This is an impression applicable to the Bible as well.
There is no such thing as a savior. You have to save yourself.
Jesus never saved anybody. He went up alone. Take it as a clue.

So many Christians used to laugh at the gods, intentionally committing evil believing they would receive death-bed absolution when they repented.
This is a legacy of Christianity.
I'd like to remind you about the frequency of Roman orgies.

Muslims were right::::Earning interest IS evil.

The gods are angry that I am educating Manifest Destiny's next target:::India. Money AND SEX are not issues on the other planets ( > Level 2), and profit, interest and excessive consumption are things that hurt you in the eyes of the gods.
This can be considered a positive for India, for they received extra decades before this temptation was employed upon them. But now even communist China is corrupted by money.
The gods are "leveling the playing field", paving the way for The End globally.

The Mother Teresa issue was the attempt to help the Hindus achieve "salvation" under the positioning that is Manifest Destiny.
Hindus are not without their problems. People are sick/injured because of their disfavor, and we see a HUGE influx of Indians into medicine, just as we see blacks and Philipinos in lesser roles.
Speaking of, Philipinos have EVERYTHING going against them:::::
1. "Their blood is garbage." The gods sent many Asian invaders in to rape the Philipino women. I understand the women have a "rape complex" because of it, not unlike the Africans hypersexuality complex.
2. They have an association with the United States.
3. They are Roman Catholic.
4. They have a burgeoning homosexuality problem.
5. They have a growing terrorism issue.

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Twenty-somethings are conditioned to respond positively to magic::::::they are the ecstasy generation.
This is not by accident. Expect they will be an important generation ("in charge", etc) when the battle between the Anti-Christ and Second Coming of Christ ocurrs.
This of course will be a 20-year war-revelry cycle distraction theater, and they want these people consumed by the high level of magic that will occur.
This generation is The Damned::::You're all going to die PEAKING like you're on X.

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Austrian Sigmund Freud is known as the father of psychoanalysis, yet people have (mental) health problems because of their disfavor, illustrating the predatory purpose of this discipline, this individual.
These people.
Of course Hitler was Austrian:::An Austrian-born leader of a foreign nation.
Glock, maker of the semi-automatic gun favored by black street gangs such as the Bloods and the Crips, is Austrian. RedBull Energy drink, Buwdeiser both Austrian.
All are preditory on males, as is The Terminator (guy-flick film genre - desensitization - like casual sex affects ability to achieve depth) AND his prior interest of bodybuilding (steroids, strength an "open door" to abuse the disfavored).
What role do Austrians play in the cigarette industry??
Never doubt the Austrians are little more than "worker bees", dealing in genocide, addiction and bloodshed.
Glock is a celebrated tool and symbol of death to many. It is DISGRACEFUL and a commentary on these people that this product is still manufactured after so many tens of thousands have been senselessly lost in the context of urban warfare with the use of this Austrian product.
Makes me think the Austrians were used for genocide twice.

The Holocaust was foreshadowing.
The gods established the pattern::::: the Jews sacrifice to help the disfavored understand::::
1. 1492 exodus from Spain. Spain became evil - financed Columbus, initiated missionaries, USA (dumping ground of disfavored, victimized by god), etc.
2. Spread throughout Europe as clue to Christians worshipping a false god.
3. "Quasi-Holocaust claim" contradicting boss.
4. 5. 6. 7. etc. etc. etc.
The Apocalypse (or an apocalyptic event) will be initiated by an Austrian. When the national referendum to allow foreign-born individuals to run for president is introduced I recommend you DEFY and vote NO!! In the years prior to this vote the gods will send POWERFUL clues suggesting the IMPORTANCE OF DEFIANCE.
In World War II people sat by idly and watched the disfavored be slaughtered.
In my Situation people sat by idley and watched my life be destroyed for use preying on the disfavored.
When the REAL Holocuast happens people will sit by idley and watch tens of millions of blacks/cholos/white trash be Terminated, people who are the way they are (abusive, abrasive, violent, criminal) BECAUSE of their disfavor. Like the disfavored survivors, people who are getting fucked by the gods.
And each and every person who sits by idley will incurr evil, perhaps limiting ascention.


Apex of irony in the Situaiton:::Jew calls in Quasi-Holocaust claim and takes boss, re-igniting the flames of anti-Semitism among blacks & rednecks in the crucial years before the black holocaust.

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Italy's boot is a clue showing the god's intent with the Romans AND their active involvement::::The gods micromanaged the Etruscans into their role as Romans, just as they micromanaged me with Artificial Intelligence into the role they scripted for this Situation:::::
I am the inverse image of the Jews::::
The Jews sacrificed to help the disfavored understand.
I sacrifice so the gods can mislead and confuse you.
Oshkosh is a clue just as Lake Michigan and Green Bay are clues::::Oshkosh is the ejaculate clue:::Life springs forth from this region. Expect your traditional Second Coming of Christ to come from the region.
The gods dirtied me up but the Second Coming will be squeaky clean. Consistant with the possibility of matrilinial lineage it may be the mother's family from the Lake Winnebago area fulfilling "Manifest Destiny" theater:::
Because of the gross disfavor of the people the gods emphasize/enhance evil, utilizing "magic" (peaked euphoria), as they will during the Second Coming of Christ, and they minimize good, for the people's collective favor has fallen sufficiently to justify this behavior (masculinization of women).
You see Manifest Destiny all around you (corporate)::::Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy:::::White-man's world, white-man's Apocalypse. Expect The End to occur EXACTLY as it reads in Revelations. When this happens in 30 years there will be no more black Jesus devotees. Attrition will have eliminated this population. This of course is a good sign for the bottom-of-the-barrel who will be betting on the Second Coming of Christ, but their devotion better be genuine, for they will be subject to the god's minimization tactics.
Since the gods don't respect Christianity I wouldn’t be surprised if they have the Second Coming lead the people to the center of a star, but this is far less likely with blacks out of the picture.
The REAL battle of good and evil occurs within these pages, for no one but me would DARE to fight the gods as I do:::They manufactured a person who had seething hatred for them, strategically destroying his life SPECIFICALLY for their use in preying on the disfavored:::It is yet another example of "back-handed help" the gods offer to the disfavored.
The battle continues telepathically in people's minds, the REAL battleground for people's souls:::The voice you hear is your enemy, leading you into temptation.
The battle of good and evil is you vs the gods.

Women are the favored gender:::Those who understand what it means to be a woman are already halfway there.
I address the boys, tell them to NOT engage their sisters in roughhouse play.
This is very important for they use this interaction as justification furthering their efforts towards masculinization. Too many females today were too physical with their siblings and it toughened them, ruining the one special thing about them.
The purpose of the masculinization of women of the last 40 years was to pave the way (justification) for The End, for it brought mankind's collective favor down.

This isn’t about reals and clones. This is about the brains and the brain-less:::The brain-less are people whose families have been OUT FOR GENERATIONS, families lucky enough to avoid this disturbing age and its accompanying abuses.
Brain-less clone's reals got out back when they were peasants, just as the wealthy, royal families and Pharrohs did centuries/millennia before. The gods inserted their brain-less clones and used these tools to create this scripted history here on Earth.
There is no such thing as Earthly-management. Claims contrary are deceptive. Without Artificial Intelligence acting and speaking through them brain-less clones/clone hosts are inanimate objects. Also the gods replace strategic (predatory) brain-less clones frequently as a risk/benefit managerial tactic, ensuring none will stay for long.
This is the key which unlocks the god’s puzzle.
Many of you understand clone hosting, for they told you when you "die out" you would be granted a clone host body. On the other planets people can utilize the "clone hosting" privilege and enjoy life as a superior athlete or some other form.

The Italian brain-less clones were used as monsters because of their gross disfavor::They are the home of the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH whose Manifest Destiny dogma is drawn from the New Testament; they incurred the scourge of opera, Italy's hip hop; they experienced the masculinzation of Etruscan women, justified with Catholicism.
I think the Jewish brain-less clones who were used as monsters were used as such out of convienience::::The Southern man is grossly disfavored, and the gods were able to manipulate their perception of Jews, creating ill-will, stoking anti-Semitic attitudes among the grossly disfavored.
I don't know why Austrian brain-less clones were used as monsters. Maybe for one of those reasons, maybe both, maybe neither.

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The disfavored have the look of evil upon their faces:::The gods have punished their blood line for the evil of their forefathers; their decision to sell out their blood line costed the descendants, and the gods sent this message by altering their appearance.
I realize this topic is a major problem for it confuses many people::::::::
Brain-less clones stay beautiful despite their evil because they are ACTIVELY used as predator in the role of corruptor (their active involvement is the clue for it is not decent. MYOB good. Some exception to this rule is made for those who are highly visible::::Despite being predatory the gods abuse W by making him sound like a blooming idiot when he speaks.). The gods NEED to maintain brain-less clone's appearance or else it will send this clue:::The look of evil upon people's face is a sign to avoid them, for they are grossly disfavored.
They warned people life would become more difficult, and not seeing evil upon wicked brain-less clone's faces is an outstanding example.
There ARE two sets of rules the gods apply:::One for the people, one for the "property" (clue sent with the wealthy able to buy justice). This is a topic that has confused and corrupted people for decades. I recommend you NOT compare yourself to others, for this had gotten you in trouble in the past. MYOB, fix your problems and get off Planet Earth.


People were pushed into having gay experiences because their parents were sell-out whores.
People were pushed into being sell-out whores because their parents sold their blood line down the river in the early 20th century.
People were pushed into selling their blood line down the river because they didn’t pray.
Man hasn’t prayed to god for thousands of years but we have to pay in this manner because we have the unenviable distinction of living in this day and age, this enforced standard justified with the 20th century life of comfort, such as indoor plumbing, refrigeration, canned foods::::Life used to be hard but it was good. Now life is easy but is ugly.
They're not allowing the disfavored to take it for granted.
For thousands of years life remained essentially unchanged for the peasants. Now in the last century, certainly the last 40 years everything has changed. Do you REALLY think they were doing things wrong all along?
The following is a very good example of reverse positioning, how it is employed to facilitate the deterioration of life on Planet Earth AND a glimpse into the proper way to live for those determined to save themselves:::::
I've mentioned the gods look down on eating and sex.
Before 1900 life was hard but it was good. Now life is easy but it is ugly.
Food is an important part of this equation, for access to diverse food items increased in the last 100 years. Before 1900 the peasantry was limited to basic staples, the foodstuffs common to our nationalities. Now we can enjoy food from every corner of the globe.
It is temptation. And this temptation continues once you get off Planet Earth, for the food gets better and the items more diverse, "magic"-fueled sexual satisfaction more common.
Level 2 is the Manifest Destiny "heaven", and what they embraced in the 20th century is what will be valued there:::Expect them to position hypersexuality into that society. They will employ tactics to compel you into this temptation, like offering you the IDEAL spouse, other tactics that will at least certainly delay your departure from Level 2.
The gods offer you clues in the very nature of the act:::::The anti-climatic nature of intercourse, ironically. Female's indifference towards sex is yet more evidence proving their superiority.
It is best to accept a celebant lifestyle, INCLUDING masturbation, resist temptations here and up there and explore this:::::Expect an asexual life as the norm on the planets after Level 2.


ANYTIME you feel "peaked", experience craving or ANY thought disturbance where you want or like something irrationally (ex:::Halloween, Harley Davidson (theme:::Halloween colors), Dale Earnhardt, Christmas, hip hop subculture) IT IS THEM TRYING TO HURT YOU!!!!!! "Magic" is used EXCLUSIVELY to hurt the disfavored; it is the fuel of disfunction::::::addiction, homosexuality, crack babies.
In times past when gods felt more generous they employed their powers to help the disfavored (geographical clues, teachings of the Bible), but as time went on and people succumbed to temptation the gods only used their power to HURT the disfavored (1906, boss, disturbing use of "magic" to mislead people into temptation).
There are subtle (sub)conscious tactics they can employ with the computer to make you think as if you are cooperating when they really are pushing you into your offense. If you don't do the right things you will do the wrong things, and the right thing is to ACTIVELY fix your relationship with the gods and ACTIVELY work to get off Planet Earth.

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HOW TO PRAY:::1. I'm sorry for what I've done wrong. 2. I don't want to make any more mistakes. 3. I want to fix my problems. 4. Please don't hurt me.

We will ALL be held to the responsibilities entrusted to us, no matter what they request telepathically nor what temptations contradict this::Professional responsibilities, family responsibilities.

If you don't do the right thing you're going to do the wrong thing, and the right thing to do is to ACTIVELY fix your problems and pursue the favor of the gods.
The gods imparted wisdom in the Bible to help teach people the right way to live:::Tempation will be used to test you. You have to be willing to tell them "No." If you "think right" you may evoke their mercy.
You will never get off Planet Earth unless you are "thinking right", so you should focus on it.
If you're not working hard to fix your problems, if you don't creatively work to get the hell off Earth then you will slowly slip back into your old pattern and be consumed by it, by the reverse positioning-institutions they instilled as temptations::::popular culture, democracy, materialism.

The gods manufacture "open doors" to justify creating problems in the lives of people who engage in behavior they shouldn't. Some of these "open doors" apply to a supermajority of the people::::
- Democracy is used to create pathologies of empowerment and control.
- Materialism/greed generate problems with money, glorify overconsumption, etc.
Other "open doors" are specific to each individual. People shouldn't be watching movies, TV, listening to music. When they do the gods use the themes and topics presented therein and instruct Artificial Intelligence to create pathologies around them. Also they put forth intimate situations people SHOUDN'T be viewing. As is gossip-mongering, this is preditory on women and compells them to incurr evil.
If you are particularly intelligent, strong or very good at an (competitive) activity they will instruct Artificial Intelligence to create an overconfidence that will hurt you.
Differentiate between your thoughts and when they push thoughts. Recognize when they are employing "magic":::Peaked euphoria is the fuel of dysfunction and can help you identify these "open doors" in your life.
Abandon your preoccupations and make this the only thing that matters in your life, for all other things in society are lies designed as temptation.

I have put forth indisputable evidence, as you see above with the Jews. The gods will never admit any of it is true, ever, especially since THE BIGGEST JEWISH CLUE IS STILL OUTSTANDING::::THE HOLOCAUST!!!!!
YOU HAVE TO DEFY!!!! They will lie to the disfavored up until the bitter end::::This tactic will ensure they claim a HUGE percentage of the disfavored, for so many refuse to defy and this will ensure they don't go.

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My best advice to you all would be understand what I say is true then WITHDRAW, not only from this plethora of detail (for updating the disfavored on this perpetual theater is a tactic designed to distract. You should never be so arrogant to think you are entitled to understand the god's behavior.) but also withdraw from this cancerous culture. Pursue the truth that you just learned and ACTIVELY work hard to repair your relationship with the gods. Understand how these corrupt institutions (macro:::democracy, materialism/greed; micro:::"Open doors", ie themes in movies, music, TV which they used "magic" to create pathologies around) affect your life and save what clues they will offer you for when you REALLY need them. Be very attentive and gracious, for you are counting on their generosity.
If you are good and decent and respectable you won't want to hear about all this. If you do desire to hear more take it as a clue, for it is a symptom::::They are peaking you euphorically, and this "magic" is being used to compel you into wanting something unhealthy.
Understand how the corrupted INSTITUTIONS affect your life and make the appropriate changes. For example, they use democracy to justify instructing the computer to create a sense of empowerment, control. If you recognize this you are better able to address the damaging effects.
The gods will want to know who I helped and how they are doing. If people begin down the path with my teachings they will be on a list that the gods will PERSONALLY look in on. The numbers of people who pursue the path immediately after I illustrate it will be very small due to their minimization tactics, role playing, etc, and they will be members of an elite group.
Remember::The gods only use their powers to hurt the disfavored, and everything involved in this Situation are all good examples::::
I am the inverse image of the Jews::::
The Jews sacrificed to help the disfavored understand.
I sacrifice so the gods can mislead and confuse you.
Please let me remind you the Jews sacrificed, illustrating to people that boss wasn't going to happen, showing the world that all these popular culture elements associated with the Situation were the gods employing their powers to prey on the disfavored with perpetual theater, keeping them captivated for over 30 years now. They made them (some segments) think that because I was scapegoatted for the creation of these distraction-based popular culture items I was responsible and will be forced to bring up those affected people, a delaying/unrespectablility tactic effective for decades now.
The reality is boss was NEVER going to happen. They needed to wait until timing was appropriate, until Artificial Intelligence pushed me into my mistakes, justifying failure, before they could offer the Jewish clue.

Focus on purity:::::Be pure of mind and body. Recognize the open doors in the media and how they are used to introduce impure thoughts and refrain.
The Amish in Pennsylvania are like the Jews were in Europe for centuries:::A clue to the disfavored who have been misled and are going the wrong way.
Your virginity may buy you tens of thousands of years up there.

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1. Corporate sourcing violently punished::::
They suggest the whole "sourcing" era, where it is positioned that their brain-less clones obtained product from China and other Asian countries for the lowest possible price (scapegoatting a good company EXCLUSIVELY in their media when they all do it), will be punished violently if the gods elect to employ the "Asian invasion" script::::
One of the reasons it was so important to get out before 1980 (important to get out before the end of each 20-year war-revelry cycle - 1960, 1980, 2000, 2020, etc:::Things deteriorate dramatically as we begin each new 20-year cycle.).
Product packaging changed in the 1980s and we went from paper to plastic, pardon the pun. This, as well as the disposability of near-durable goods altered retail and made the marketplace a preditory environment.
The disfavored incurr when they purchase packaging-intense products, especially when that packaging is plastic.

2. Deception of Southern rednecks to blame for Republican control:::::
Republicans, party of predatory disfavored, keep guns available. Easy gun availability is an "open door" for the gods, a tool used to prey on the disfavored::::Virgina Tech foreshadowing??
Republicans, party of predatory disfavored, gave you the distraction that was the Clinton impeachment theater in 1998.
Republican loyalty is why no one cares that rednecks are set up for the slaughter.
Democrats good. Liberalism evil. Of course there are good and evil in both parties.

The Simpsons are a wonderful example of "back handed help" offered to the disfavored:::Homer is not decent and Bart was a role model to children in the show's heyday.
The Simpsons offered many clues to the disfavored, not the least of which ARE the frequent references to "pack/mob mentality". Another is the references to the iPod as death and the electric chair. Yet another is the statement on fashion::They all wear the same clothing every episode.

Kosher is a favor bestowed upon the Jews. The South eats LOTS of pork and there is an oyster bar on every corner. It's like liquor stores in the ghetto. This is the kind of irony the gods laugh about.
The gods have quite a sophisticated taste for irony:::::The Jew takes boss by calling in the Quasi-Holocaust claim when it was originally used to help the disfavored understand.

The gods got rid of the retarded woman who lived across the street, prior to the fall of 2006 so their handiwork wouldn't stare them in the face while there was so much attention.
The gods took similar evasive maneuvers w/ bi-racial so they could continue using this open door to victimize the disfavored.

Understand not only how things REALLY are, the gods actively manage Earth with their brain-less clones/clone hosts, but also realize their positioning, for it will help you interpret their clues. For example::::"Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy - White-man's world, white-man's Apocolypse" is very real and we see it around us every day in corporate. It is not isolated here in the United States:::"westernization" has infested the entire world. This is a clue, and how the book of Revelations reads IS what is going to happen.

Bill Clinton wasn't impeached because he lied.
Bill Clinton wasn't impeached because he was orally copulated.
Bill Clinton was impeached because it was 1998.
It was end of 20-year war-revelry cycle distraction theater, of which there are MANY examples::: Brought to you by the party of the predatory disfavored, the Republican party.

American space tourist returned after 13 days in space::::"The first thing he noticed about Earth was the smell."
They don't want people who have left coming back or watching. They WILL do things like this:::The intent is

Happy Birthday !!!!
Your mother looks so beautiful in the photograph, and I love the photo of you as a teenager. It's definately a proper teenage photo !
Your parents would be so proud I'm sure of their daughter at 40. Who did you get your arty side from ?

Oh, Gretel, I was up on the top of a mountain the week of your birthday and didn't have Internet access--but even if it's belated, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You're a lovely and marvelous person, even more so considering the challenges life has thrown at you. I'm pleased and honored to know you.

P.S. If forty-year-olds don't jump up and down yet, that obviously needs fixing. Congratulations on starting a trend. :)

Happy belated birthday Gretel! I always enjoy visiting here, your honesty and creativity. 40 does get better and better.

Heres wishing you the very best of birthdays, that you have found the strength to rise from your childhood saddness says a lot about about your parents and you. I am so glad you and Andy found each other. I have a glass of wine next to me and I am toasting you. Happy birthday Gretel. XXX
ps Good luck with the London interview.

Happy belated birthday! You've come such a long way and should feel very proud, I'm sure your parents would be too. Good luck with the interview too xx

Haaapppyyy Birrrthday tooooo yooooo! You'll love your 40's; I did, so much I wish I was still there, ha ha ha!
Seriously, I want to add my best wishes and my thanks too; it was your blog that got me back into printmaking. Thanks Gretel, you're an inspiration!

I love coming here. You're such a great person to "know", Ms.Parker.

Thanks for this entry.

Please forgive me for having a huge lump in my throat as I read this. I know full well you didn't tell this compelling and heart breaking story for sympathy - that much I do know about you. Yet I cannot help but be moved and feel badly(and yes sorry) for the childhood lost.
I also must tell you that I feel a rather large amount of respect for the adult. I realize it's been a hard fought battle to reach this pinnacle in your life and yet you mastered it. You have enormous talent, a giving heart and damn the things you can't do with road killed pheasant(lol). There are some who would be on a very different path (even at 40)right now and that includes those with a seemingly "normal" childhood. So let me say after this long winded comment, I wish you(albeit late) the happiest of birthdays...AND great success for this London "thing".
I am happy we've "met" and no matter if I knew this story or not will always celebrate that.
XOXO
Love,
Lisa

Hey - happy 4-0... I'll be joining you next week on that side of things! It does feel like time to take a bit of a life-stocktake, and I feel like "I've been here this long, better get down and on with 'it'"!

You have obviously been blessed with 'fairy' toys and 'angel' Andy's! HAPPY BIRTHDAY - a week late! Your strength and self-preservation shines through your work! What a blessing to be 40 at last! (p.s. I loved turning 40, and can barely wait till 50... like good wine - they say - age makes us that much better!)

May your celebration never end! Happy 40th birthday, many happy ones to come.
Every day lived is such a blessing, having lost my sister at 38, I appreciate every day I am getting older and I am happy for you that your life has taken a much better turn, you seem like a person who truly earned it. So good to know you!
A big hug from Vienna,
Merisi

That's a sad life's story... especially the part where both your parents died. I only lost my mom at an early age, when my parents broke up and things got crazy. Being a step child is a real bummer.

But you found your own bootstraps and that's the most important thing in life.

40 is still 'babyhood' by the way... lol!
Thanks for sharing your story. I think it makes everyone better to share like that.

Happy Birthday!
(those are SUCH gorgeous photos... I wanna move there)

:0)

jn

You are a beautiful person, Gretel. Your mom and dad would have been so proud of the 40 year old that you have become.

I was sitting here sobbing as I read your birthday post...not because I was sad, but because I was so moved by your braveheart story and picturing the hurt child in you blossoming gradually over the years into one of the greatest writers and artists that I've had the privilege to meet through blogging. You inspire, teach and share such a zest for living and I wish you a new birth year filled to the brim with continuing joy, love and laughter. Jump up and down forever!

Happy belated birthday Gretel!

I'm so glad I came across your blog. It is a joy to read and I felt really moved by this entry. You are such an inspiring lady and an extremely talented illustrator!

All the best,

Helen
x

Ps - the sad little rabbit has settled in well to his new home :)

Gretel,

Happiest birthday to a fellow Cancerian - mine was 26th June, and I'm three years older than you. Don't worry, life still rocks along after the big 40. :-D

What an incredible story your life is. Moving and awesinpiring. But remember the biggest thing, inspite of all of the painful 'stuff': you were born of love, and have come home to love. The rest has built your character with gentle tensile threads of steel. I could fill a page with words telling you so, but I think you know what I mean. :-) Continue to be happy in your lovely corner of the wondrous natural world, and congratulations on the interview. Age be damned! Cavort and dance with glee all you want - it shows you're alive. :-D

Blessed be
Marianne

I am very late but just wanted to say I am so glad I found your blog via purplecoo. So much to read, wonderful photos and art work to look at and I do identify with your experiences. You have worked very hard.

i'm even later than cait! and hope you see this some time. Sorry i missed it in july.

Happy 40th.
you are great and i hope to meet you sometime in RL.