There is something to be said to actually having the time to write. The words haven't flowed this well in a very long time. It might also have a little something to do with the weeks of planning and prep leading up to my eventual unemployment. In any case, I'm not one to look a gift horse in the mouth, or in this case thesaurus. It feels really good to feel like I'm finally doing what I was put onto this planet to do.
Here is a little something from a chapter I'm currently working on... Enjoy!
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A little place were I can rant and rave about the ups and down of writing my first novel. I started it when I was writing for NaNoWriMo in Nov 2008, and I find that it still provides that push of inspiration when I'm suffering from writers block.Statistics for As the pages turn
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Today I officially started on my self proclaimed NaNoWriMo in July project and so far things are going really well. It helps not having to go to work anymore. I was able to get quite a bit of writing done while the boys were still asleep and then I got out to my favorite coffee shop this afternoon and got quite a bit more done.
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Today I am officially unemployed. A few months ago, I made the decision to quit my job at the school I'd worked at for three years to pursue writing full time.
*eeep!*
I am both exhilarated and terrified at the prospect. I'm excited to finally be able to put 100% of my energy and focus into something I love doing, but at the same time I'm terrified that it will turn out that after all this... I suck as a writer.
It's a ballsy move, one that could be wildly successful but I could just as easily fall flat on my face. However, the most important part of the outcome will be finally knowing that this is my true path in life. That being said, I will have to find some kind of part time job to bring in some money, however I'm giving myself a solid month to jump start my writing goals.
Starting on Monday, I'm beginning what I'm calling NaNoWriMo in July. Spending the next month writing a complete novel from start to finish. An ambitious goal to say the least, but I feel confident and capable of success.
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Okay, so Nanowrimo has officially started and already I'm behind. It doesn't help that my job can be pretty stressful, and saps a bunch of my mental energy but sitting down to work on what I've been planning on for weeks... lets just say Plot Bunny and I didn't have chemistry. Attractive looking on the outside, but scratch the surface there wasn't much there. Instead, another Plot Bunny caught my attention and while it shares some traits with my first Bunny, this Bunny has some curves and scintillating prose. Unfortunately it means starting back at square one, but I didn't waste too much of my time on the flat, empty Bunny.
That being said... it's time to get back to work.
For now, please enjoy a snippet from the Prologue
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Thats it, just two more days until I dive fingertip first into this year's novel. I've spent the past month thinking and planning for the upcoming 50,000+ words. It's almost like meeting someone interesting online... you exchange emails, messages, maybe chat and share photos. Then you get to that point where its time to take it to the next level and actually meet face to face and see if there is actually anything more than just a fleeting attraction to a vague idea.
There is no telling what the next month is going to bring and the anticipation is building. It could be love at first vowel, or maybe we'll end up better as friends... the possibilities are endless.
In the meantime, its good to get out there and try out other smaller ideas, and to that end I bring on Word Prompt #3
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Just a few short days until NaNo... I'm getting excited to start writing, I've been churning over and planning this years novel for weeks now and all I want to do is get started and dive in. Fortunately, these word prompts have been a great distraction as well as a way to limber up the right side of my brain.
On that note... I've got my second word prompt on the word robbed. This time I went autobiographical and wrote about the last triathlon I was in this season which had a disastrous ending.
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It's that time of year again, the leaves change and fall off the trees, the weather turns cold and there is snow outside on the ground, and here I sit hunkered down at the computer getting ready to spend the next thirty days chasing down plot points and story lines. National Novel Writing Month, the IronMan of writing competitions, 50,000+ words in 30 days, write an entire novel in a month. This is what separates the novelists from everyone else and where you find out who your true friends really are; they're the ones who are still willing to speak to you after being ignored for a month.
This year is my fifth NaNo, and I am once again embarking on the quest to write an entire novel from start to finish with the hopes of maybe one day getting published. This year I'm going to do things a little bit different from past years. One of the things I've struggled with in the past is the inability to get my brain in gear. I reach points in my novel where I loose the plot, literally, and I can't seem to form a complete sentence to save my life.
This time, when I get to that point, I'm going to take advantage of some of the tools NaNoLand offers by taking a moment here and there to work on random writing prompts to try to jump start my writing when it stalls. Then my thought is to post some of those random prompts here for feed back, entertainment, and just because I can.
So, to start off... I have my first writing prompt based off just one word... ballet. It's an absurd short story about the end of the world and why guys should always listen to their girlfriends (it just works out better for them in the long run).
Oh, and one more note... please ignore the inevitable typos, spelling and grammatical errors. These are quick little prompts that are meant to exercise the brain and to have a little fun along the way.
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Just a mere 10 hours before NaNoWriMo 2011 begins.
I've spent this past month getting everything prepared to spend the next 30 days writing. I have my desk arranged just so, my play lists set up and a selection of my favorite teas on hand. The stage is set, all I can do right now is wait until midnight so I can put my plans into action.
This year will be my fourth NaNo. My first year I accomplished my word goal but in my subsequent NaNo attempts I have not been as successful. This year I'm feeling confident that I'm going to make the 50,000 word goal so long as I can maintain a 2,000 word a day average.
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Over the past week or so my mind's eye has been ogling a potential plot that I'm hoping to woo for NaNo. It's a shy plot, only showing me a little here, a little there, never letting me get a full look at it but I've seen enough to be excited about the NaNo potential.
This year the foundation for this plot is rooted in a reoccurring dream/nightmare that I've had for years. I rarely remember my dreams, but I've had this one so often and in so many different iterations that each time I have it, the more it sticks in my memory. Currently, I don't have a whole lot to go on beyond imagery and feelings that the dream invokes but it gives me a really interesting perspective from which to approach this novel.
The only outline I have thus far is for the very beginning where I set my stage for the rest of the story, after that I will be oblivious to what happens next. If all goes well, I will write the story as though I was dreaming it, with all of the intensity and uncertainty that comes from truly not knowing how it ends... if it ends at all. Of course the story will have to come to an end, but will the story be resolved in the end? (Who knows, I sure don't!) For me, some of the best types of stories are the ones where, as a reader, you have no idea what to expect where everyone, even the hero, may not make it through the plot unscathed.
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Less than a month until National Novel Writing Month or NaNoWriMo or more lovingly... Nano. Starting November 1st is a month long, no holds barge, caffeine fueled writing madness where masochistic writers commit themselves to writing 50,000 words or more in 30 days. You laugh, you cry, you get carpal tunnel syndrome from typing too much but in the end (literary gods willing) you have a brand spanking new novel to love and cherish before you spend the next few months picking it apart as you try to make it fit for others to read.
It's my favorite time of year.
So... In preparation for the upcoming month of insanity I am totally redoing my workroom. The whole vibe of the room is chaotic, messy and totally unusable. No self respecting plot would be caught dead spending time here.
If you want to woe a novel, you have to create an atmosphere, set the mood, make your space warm and inviting so the novel will feel welcome. Then, you can ply it with enough coffee or tea, depending on preference (chocolate if you get desperate), so the plot will become willing and pliable to your suggestions. If your space is cluttered and chaotic it says to a prospective novel that you really don't care, that you aren't serious about committing because you have to many other things occupying your mind; novels are very needy and prone to sulk if you aren't attentive.
For the next couple of weeks I'm going to construct a writing space that will bring any plot to it's outline. I am going to de-clutter, get rid of anything that isn't conducive to the writing process. For the past couple of Nanos I've not had good luck snagging and holding onto a plot and this year I'm determined to find the right novel for me.
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It's Day 5 into NaNoWriMo, and I'm already appallingly behind. I could blame my job and MS for making me be responsible and not pull the massive all night writing sessions that got me through my first NaNo, but to be honest; all the mental energy in the world couldn't help me right now...
The issue that I'm having has more to do with the fact that I have an absolutely gorgeous plot sitting right in front of me, and I can't talk to it. Seriously, the moment I sit down at my computer and open up my document, suddenly all of the witty and clever prose I was going to write flies out of my head, leaving me a blithering idiot fumbling around for just the right words.
Maybe it's the fear of the unknown. My first novel and I hit it off right off the bat, and even though we had our ups and downs on more than one occasion, we always managed to find a way to talk to one another. This book feels a lot more aloof, almost intimidating. The chemistry is there, we could have a really good relationship, but we just can't seem to get past the planning stage.
Honestly, how hard is it to figure out what we're going to do on our first real date? I have a number of settings in mind, and some characters to come along, but nothing I throw out seems to meet with its approval.
Somehow I have to figure out what this novel wants, but the problem is: Novels rarely tell you what direction they want to go in, but they reserve the right to be pissed off when you don't take them there.
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It's NOVEMBER! The time of year many authors wait for, the challenge to write over 50,000 words in only 30 days. In 2008, that was how my novel came into being, and this year I'm going to give it a go again.
Does this mean that my first novel is finished?
No... we decided that we should see other novels for a little while.
This years novel is seductively beckoning to me from the back of my mind, begging me to play with it and unlock all kinds of secrets. My first novel was young and playful; I wrote with a YA audience in mind. This book is anything but YA, and it is going to take me places my other book couldn't go and give me leave to play with some of the more twisted aspects of my imagination.
This years NaNo should be a lot of fun. Hopefully I can get through the next 30 days without all of the drama I had with my first book. That novel has always been tempermental and we had all sorts of disagreements as to what direction to go, and what we should do.
So, it's time for me to buckle down and get to writing. This book and I are in for a good time over the next 30 days and I can't wait to get started.
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It's been two years since I wrote my first novel for NaNoWriMo 2008 and it's starting to get to the point where I'm starting to wonder; when do you give up the ghost on a story that just never seems to shore up?
Now, don't get me wrong, I still love my story. After spending two years working on and developing the story, nurturing the characters, you can't help but love what you've been working on. However, how much work can you put into a literary relationship until you have to admit to yourself that, despite all of the good times you and the novel had together, the relationship just isn't meant to have that long term happily ever after?
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I'm halfway through my second draft. I successfully completed NaNoWriMo last November and even went so far as to finish a complete first draft. So now I'm stuck in Purgatory, otherwise known as editing and rewriting.
It's been a love hate relationship with the Novel. It keeps complaining, that I all I want to do is change it, I don't like it for what it is, why can't I just be happy. Then, when I update a few passages, rewrite a few paragraph, add a page or two; it seems to like what I'm doing. Of course, there are the changes it doesn't like, and off we go with the whining and complaining. It gets so bad that I have to walk away, set it aside, work on something else, actually see my family for a change.
That never goes over well.
It starts with flowers and apologies, then the never ending stream of phone calls begging me to take it back, it will do anything I want it to do, it trusts me to realize Its full potential. And like any good chump, I go back for more. Sure it all starts well, but then I get stuck, or nit pick certain parts, and we start the cycle all over again.
In the meantime, the Novel is starting to talk about publication.
The conversation started just like any other, I've been working on it for a while, where do I see this all going? Then it starts bugging me about commitment, it want's to have my name, wear my book cover. If I hedge even the slightest, it accuses me that I'm ashamed of it, that I wouldn't want to be seen in public with it. I never take it anywhere, do anything special.
So now, I'm online researching publishers, editors, agents. It wants the whole shebang, large publishing house, custom book jacket (defiantly nothing off the rack), huge release party, review in the Times. When I first started this Novel, it was meant to be just a quick one month stand. It seemed as though we wanted the same things, a little fun, a little prose, an adjective or two, now it has me wrapped around it's binding and I'm hooked. I can't walk away now, especially now that it's telling me that it's expecting a sequel!
Anyone know a good place to publish a novel?
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My novel has ditched me, apparently I'm just not good enough for it.
We're nearly 25,000 words into this relationship, and it tells me that something is missing. It seems that I've just not brought enough excitement into the relationship, there's no pizzaz, no spark, no 'za za zo', and oh by the way, my taste in music apparently sucks. How could I know it didn't like listening to Blue October repeatedly? It could have said something, I would have put something else on.
It's just like a novel not to tell you want it wants and then get pissed at you for not doing all the right things.
I'm crushed, really I am. What did I do wrong? Why am I not good enough? *SOB*
Yes, as we speak, my novel is trolling the pages, going down seedy streets and into dive bars. It's hooking up with all sorts of characters looking for a villain. Yes, my friends it's true; nice guys (and gals) really do finish last.
I can't believe that after all I've done for it, and trust me I've done a lot, I'm being chucked for being too nice. I've given that novel the best week of my life! *SOB* Seriously, I've never committed to a relationship thats lasted beyond 5 pages before. I used to be strictly short stories. No muss no fuss, just leave some paper on the printer stand before I go.
This time things were different, I really put myself into this!
Of course my novel assures me that, 'It's not you, it's me.'
Like I haven't heard that line a million times.
Oh why doesn't my novel love me anymore? *SOBHEADDESK*
*sniff*
Maybe it will get tired of it's 'bad guy'. Maybe if I wait around,you know, clean up my grammar a bit, it will come back to me, and we can finally have that happily ever after!
But then again, there's always more short stories out there...
Perhaps it is time to consider therapy.
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* Authors Note: This post was originally published here: http://community.livejournal.com/lj_nanowrimo/47808.html
November 8, 2008 1:29pm
I'm nearing 16,000 words, and so far the relationship is progressing well, but I'm frustrated. Sure we've come a long way, but I still want more! If it would only let me in, I could do things to it that would blow its mind!
So, I got a little desperate. I took it out and tried to get it liquored up. We even went out with another novelist and her novel, a nice little double date so to speak. The energy was great! Ideas were flowing, everyone was getting excited about going home and adding to the word count. Then came the beer, lots and lots of beer. My novel didn't get liquored up, I did. When we got home, the novel beckoned to me, flashing its paragraphs seductively, but I'm embarrassed to say, I couldn't perform. I tried, I really did, but I kept fumbling clumsily on the keyboard and finally just passed out.
So much for that idea.
This morning I got up, hangover and all, and tried to apologize for my appalling performance last night. Sadly, my novel is pretty ticked, I can't get it to do anything now. I've promised that I wont have anymore beer, especially if I can't perform the way I'm supposed to. Flowers aren't working, and it has absolutely no interest in the candy I offered it. I'm reduced to groveling now. Begging and pleading with it to give me something, anything. I've tried being stern with it, come on we've got a deadline here, we can't waste time just because it's having a hissy fit.
Boy that was the wrong track to take, now all I get is ranting about how I'm only interested in the word count, it's only a bunch of paragraphs to me. It reminds me that it has a plot you know, it's more than just words and paragraphs, underneath the font there's a setting and foreshadowing and a climax lurking some were, but no I apparently don't care about all of that, I just want to bang out the words, thats it.
A wise word to my fellow novelists, if your novel is playing hard to get, just play along. Unless you can work better under the influence of liquor, I don't suggest getting it liquored up and trying to take advantage. Please learn from my mistake, I don't know about your novels, but mine can hold a mean grudge and time is just ticking by.
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*Author's Note: This post was originally posted here: http://community.livejournal.com/lj_nanowrimo/41409.html
I'm 1,200 words away from hitting 15,000. I really want to hit 15,000 words tonight, its my first nano goal. But I'm stuck, I've spent the past 13,000 words painting and developing my character and story, now it's time to take it someplace.
I should take it out, it got all dressed up and everything, I should take it someplace nice, maybe buy it dinner; first class all the way. If I treat it right, maybe it will put out and I'll get lucky, but then again it's only the first date. My novel is a Rules Novel, I'll probably have to work for it before I get lucky, take it out a lot, buy it pretty things, tell it "No, that font doesn't make you look fat" or "I like a novel that has some sustenance to it." And of course I'll have to assure it that I'm in it for more than just a one night stand, and I wouldn't dream of looking at other novels. Then, if all goes well, I'll have to introduce it to my family. Then we'll talk about commitment, were is it all going? And before I know it, I'm permanently bound to it, with a sequel on the way. Then comes the nagging, "Why don't you want to spend time with me anymore? You never take me anyplace nice. I saw you with that skinny collection of short stories when you were supposed to be taking care of the sequel!"
Maybe I should just get it liquored up and have my way with it, no one would blame me. It's been teasing me for days with interesting characters, and plot points, promises have been made, it needs to start living up to what its been flaunting. You can't get an author's hopes up and then roll over and pretend you have a headache, this novel needs to show me the prose!
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This year I'm participating in NaNoWriMo http://www.nanowrimo.org . It's my first time participating, and the first time I've really gotten serious about writing a novel.
A.K.A I'm really just wasting time that could be better spent on my novel.
Good luck!