In the summer of 2010, I was at the American Library Association meeting in Washington, DC, when the ever-fashionable Jill Santopolo (who had worked with me on several Laura Geringer/Harper Collins books and had herself edited
The Heart Is Not a Size) slipped a copy of Ruta Sepetys's novel to me and said, "I read this on the train and cried. I think it's the kind of book you'd love."
I did. So did the world.
Reading
Between Shades of Gray made me wonder about the editor of that book, Jill's Philomel colleague Tamra Tuller, who had taken on Ruta's literary exploration of another time, another place. I had been working on a Seville novel for years at that point. I had come close—very close—to selling it more than one time. My heart had been broken, but I hadn't given up; if I believed in anything I believed in that
cortijo, that cook, those gypsies, those Spanish songs. I wrote a note to Tamra—brazen slush pile person that I have often been—and asked if she might take a look.
She did. The rest is history. Two years to the month after my first reaching out to Tamra,
Small Damages—far the better book for the conversations Tamra and I had—will be released, on my son's birthday, to be exact. A year or so from now (the timing isn't fixed) my Berlin novel, a book born out of a phone conversation Tamra and I had one afternoon, a book that reflects both our love for that city (Tamra having gone there first, Tamra having sent me thoughts about where I might go, what I might see), will find its way into the world.
And today, for the first time, I meet Tamra, a young woman who has changed my writing life immeasurably in ways both big and small. Two trains, a long walk, a conversation—in person. If I'm lucky, Jill herself will be in sight (and the very dear Jessica).
It feels like going home.
I talk a lot about how much I love Philomel, Tamra Tuller, Michael Green, Jill Santopolo, and Jessica Shoffel, not to mention the amazing sales and marketing team—but hey, it's not without good reason. Among the many gifts of working with this house is the sense that I have joined an active, loving, functional family. These are people who care. These are people who read your books when they arrive and who send you notes throughout the process—notes that you cling to in the midst of hair-tossing winds.
Among the many gifts that Tamra has given is introductions to two of her own writers—both of whom were heroines of mine long before I ever thought I'd meet them. One is Ruta Sepetys, whose
Between Shades of Gray is a towering international success; Ruta and Tamra were just in Lithuania, for example, meeting with the prime minister about that very book. The other is
Kathryn Erskine, who isn't just the National Book Award winner for
Mockingbird, but a woman of such abiding curiosity and abundant imagination that when you ask,
What are you working on these days, Kathy?, you get a series of gorgeous history lessons and a few foreign phrases thrown in to boot.
Both Ruta and Kathryn kindly read
Small Damages and contributed their words to the back cover. A few months later, Ruta wrote to say it would be fun to find a way to do an event together (imagine!) and Kathryn asked if I'd be interested in doing an interview for Book Hook, an email newsletter written for parents, homeschoolers, teachers, librarians, and grandparents. The answer to Kathy's question was pretty easy (yes), and today I share the link to our conversation. This was the first interview I'd done for
Small Damages, and it was an honor to have had the conversation with Kathy.
I share a snippet below. You can find the whole by going to this
link and then downloading the February/March 2012 edition. Between now and then, I share the photo up above from one of my many trips to Seville. That gorgeous kid is the boy I love. In a few months' time, he'll be a college grad. I dedicated
Small Damages to him, because it was this young man who, at so many junctures in his life, would sit and let me read aloud from a book that challenged me greatly; he was the one who listened.
Write about the living, not the dead, he said one day after I had read a funeral scene. With his words, my story turned. So did my future.
Kathy: You really captured the mood of sultry, sun-drenched Spain. Can you tell us about your Spanish travels?
My husband, who was born and raised in El Salvador, has a far-flung family. His youngest brother lived in the south of Spain for years, and so we visited a number of times. Seville became a city that I could walk alone, discover on my own, a city I loved and love still. We would also drive out to the countryside. During one excursion, I met one of the best known breeders of the fighting bulls of Spain. I set SMALL DAMAGES in a cortijo very much like the one we visited. Miguel is in some ways patterned after that heroic breeder.
I will be thinking of you at this meeting, and I will be smiling.
I hope you have a great time.
aw this post is so lovely, Beth.
I'm reading Small Damages right now and loving it just as I knew I would!