50 Book Pledge | Book #35: Beautiful Ruins by Jess Walter |
Like reading, writing has always been a huge part of my life. And not far behind has been the dream of one day being published. Recently, this dream, which has laid dormant for so long, bubbled to the surface. With its resurfacing, came a renewed focus to see it through. Why did it take so long you? Because only now am I ready to meet the challenges that lie ahead.
For the past year, everyone around me has been urging me to start writing a book. But time and again I told them I will once an idea comes along. After saying this for what felt like the hundredth time I began to wonder why I didn’t have any ideas. I was doing everything right: I was devouring book after book and I was attuned to the world around. However, I wasn’t attuned to myself.
There was a crowd of voices in my head and mine was lost in the echoes. It’s only when I actually stopped to sift through the chaos that I found my own. Listening to it I learned that I’m not a writer. Not really. I’m a poet. I always have been and I always will be. Once I acknowledged this truth about myself did the floodgates open and release the ideas I started to fear would never come. Now when I’m writing I listen to my voice and let the words take me where they will.
