I do not know why I feel so bad. I feel like I am going nowhere. I have a dream, I am almost giving up my interpersonal relationships and now I feel like I am also losing myself. I feel sick that I feel like I am different from other people. I feel like something is wrong with me but I do not know what it is. I already spent half of my life trying to figure it all out. But up to now, I still ask myself why am I still alone and why am I unhappy of what I chose to be. I do not regret anything I have done, it is just that, I feel like I am not moving. I do not want to cry, it is just a waste of time as of now. Maybe after I already achieved what I want to achieve that is the only time I will let all these suppressed pain out of me. SO that time, it will no longer be pain but happiness. I do not know how long it will take me before I finished what I am trying to do right now. But i will try to assure myself that this time, I will not fail me!
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