I.am.here...
and here.....
..............................................and here........................and over here.
In fact i feel all over the place at the moment.
I have a lot going on. I shall write a list....it goes something like this:
1. Part two of the business course is on my doorstep. I do not have a business brain. It’s like trying to suck jelly through a straw trying to learn all this stuff to do with ‘business’. I aint got the foggiest.
2. I am redoing my illustration portfolio. This speaks for itself. I have sooooooo much to do it’s unbelievable. Well, actually, it is believable, it just feels unbelievable because I have set myself a stupidly short deadline.
3. I have workshops to write. 7 of them. SEven. SEVEN. 7. 7. se7en. Nope, as much as i write the number 7, it doesn’t change how stressed i feel about it. 77777777777777777777777777777777
4. Operation. No, not the game. Real time scalpel action. Soon. Ugh
5. My 40th is creeping up on me. Say no more.
6. I have new masks to make. Loads of them. I have so many ideas in my head, i don’t have enough hours in the day to make them. maybe i could make just one huge mo-fo of a mask and be done with it?
7. I need to print some prints and make some cards. Loads of them. FReaking loads of the feckers.
8. Those paintings aren’t going to paint themselves....I need to PAINT.....arrggggh
Firstly i shall do the most important thing....procrastinate and eat more donuts. Uh huh. Yup. Here goes a heart attack in a juicy little round sugary thing going down my gullet.
Sugar coma, i love you.
LOL! I feel like having a panic attack for you!
You need to focus on one thing that is achievable tomorrow, and do it.
Then tick that thing of the list and plan the next achievable thing to do... and have a doughnut whilst you think about doing it.
thanks June. I'm trying to take things one at a time. I can, however, multi-task when it comes to eating donuts and doing something else at the same time :)