I'm leaving Harborview Medical Hospital (aka Arkham Asylum for the Criminally Insane) on Monday after I go to court.  THe psycho theRAPISTS here seem to think i need to be classified as a less prestrictive outpatient.  Little do they know that I AM AN INNOCENT MAN with NO ARREST RECORD and no history of assaults or theft.  I know i know...I'm lucky not to be in King County Jail again. I am also lucky to have been seeing a reknowned psychologist for the last three years (John Whitehead) who specialises in helping people with AUTISM SPECTRUM DISORDER (a very misunderstood condition).  I'm very happy to have him as a friend because I HAVE BEEN ABUSED by my BIRTH PARENTS and PSYCHO-RAPISTS ALL MY FUCKING LIFE (INCLUDING THE SEATTLE POPO).  In less than 24 hours I will be a FREE BITCH and I WILL HAVE NO GUILT. FLY FLY FLY...FLY FLY FLY...FLY FLY FLY.
Since I have little friends in the neighborhood I will probably throw myself a party.

PARTY SUPPLIES INCLUDE:

KOMBUCHA
CAMEL CIGARETTES
BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE JOINTS
HOT DOGS
SLURPEE
i WANT TO WATCH MALTESE FALCON,  GODFATHER PT II, and more movies i cant think of.

UPDATES WILL BE POSTED TOMORROW:...AS NEEDED but for tonight I want to keep my SUPERGENIUS BRAIN SUPERCOOOL AS A CUCUMBER. STEADY AS A ROCK. ALso I have one NURSE who definitely qualifies as having Munchausen Syndrome By Proxy.

Dain Fagerholm at Harborview Medical Center 5 West Hospital A August 6, 2014

Just for clarification for people who dont know about my status, I have been detained for the past 19 days at Harborview Inpatient Psychiatry (5 West Hospital A) in Seattle.  My public defender said it would be better than going to jail for strongarm robbery of a cigarette (that would be the most ridiculous felony ever if I were to be prosecuted for that).  So I took the fourteen days at Harborview.  The doctors here filed a 60 day extension last Friday and hopefully I get a court date this coming Monday to determine if I am a threat to myself or others.

   The time I have spent here have been fucking terrible.  I have had female nurses sadistically taunt me,  I have had female nurses look at me urinating.   I have been manacled to a gurney for over 24 hours (so long that I actually had to urinate on myself.  The psychiatrists at this Hospital are sadistic assholes. fucking awful.  I have a control freak psychiatrist named Dr. Veitengruber who is certifiable if he thinks I have manic depression or bipolar.  I was diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder at the C.A.R.E. clinic in 2010 and nobody wants to hear about a diagnosis that conflicts with Dr. V's diagnosis.  I have nothing but contempt for the psychiatric industry as a whole they are all a bunch of NUTBALLZ.   DA SHIT IZ BANANAS!

MEanwhile I have been doing the Sarah Conner routine from Terminator 2.  Namely keeping my core muscles engaged.  Practicing mindfulness medidtation and, above all  STAYING TRUE TO MYSELF.  I am a 43 year old man with autism spectrum disorder complicated by PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder).  I hope when this is all over I will still be able to walk dogs at the Seattle Humane Society.  I am most thankful for my friend Sean who is taking care of my dog Buddha right now.  I cannot wait to get out of this hellhole.  The first thing I am going to do is buy a pack of Camel unfiltered cigarettes and roll a fat Blueberry Cheesecake joint and go walk Buddha (my dog).

Regards,
Dain

Thanks for your support.

Regards,

Dain 8)

I DUNNO I'm just asking.  IT's still a free cuntry last time I checked but there is something about the design of the Turkish lamp in this movie that makes me wonder if the Turks knew a secret about holographic display systems....At least there is a clue and I think it matches Kubricks Shining color key (Yellow,Red,Orange,Green,Blue,Violet).  Does it match?  Another thing that messed with my head recently is the pneumonic ROY G. BIV.  WHat does it all mean?  I wonder?  

There is a totem pole on Elliot Bay which tells the story of the Strong Boy.  The inscription next to the totem pole reads as follows:

Strong Boy was ridiculed by all as being a dolt and for being lazy.  Strong Boy exercised in secret and when his uncle was swallowed by a Sea Lion, all the other nephews ran.  Strong Boy seized the Sea Lion by the tail and tore it in half, letting his uncle out alive.