This last month I feel like my life has been on spin cycle. Back around thanksgiving, one of my colleagues asked how my semester was going. I answered that had been a tough semester and that I felt like it was going to end in a chaotic crescendo and Hubby and I were just hoping to hang on.
Boy, if I had known those words were going to be prophetic, I might have chosen them more carefully.
Soon after, Hubby went in for major (unexpected) surgery. The recovery is a tough, long one, but he’s hanging in there and is on the mend. I finished out a very busy/difficult semester while trying to manage the husband’s recovery at the same time. I can’t say I did a great job of either, but I did what I could. The final weekend of the semester, however, gave us our hardest moment of the season.
Our dear puppy (not really a puppy) suffered a major stroke (we think) and we had to make the clear, but painful, decision to put him to sleep. It was heartbreaking. We are the type of people that consider pets to be part of the family, and saying goodbye to our friend and companion was, and is, such a difficult experience.
Because of those two things, and many others, I am so glad to see 2009 in the rearview mirror. Hello, 2010, please come in and stay awhile.
We also had a good measure of joy over the holidays. We were able to spend Christmas with my side of the family. This was a treat as we are normally separated by an ocean, but we all were together in Switzerland for the holidays. I love that the words family and familiarity are cousins because that is what I loved the most about our time together. Even though we rubbed against each other in old habitual ways, the familiarity of being with family was something I cherished and now miss.
I also, of course, binged on books (as I tend to do over school breaks) and will be updating with a post on all that I read soon.
Until then, a final poem for puppy.
my feet grow colder
now you keep my memories
ever warm instead
I LOVE this – thanks for sharing!!
It’s so funny because it’s so TRUE! Thanks for stopping by!
This is my new favorite YouTube video, and that’s saying something I can’t place the music though, and it’s still bugging me…
I have no idea about the music – but it’s perfect for the trailer. : )